today is my birthday and of course I'm so happy about that. but really all I can think about is how in about a week there is going to be a new heuber baby in my arms and really I'm more excited about new birth rather than me breaking the barrier to my twenties. I do appreciate all the sweet messages and caring gestures from all my friends and family today. birthdays do make you realize how great people are in your lives. so I thank you all for the happiness you bring me and I want you each to know I love you all high as heaven.