I HAVE NO...
everything about me I seem to just blurt right out, as I’m sure some of you have picked up on here. I like to call it my tendency to have word-vomit. sorry for the lack of a euphemism, but I feel its the only appropriate description.
Laura Feder and I have taken to a common realization that, Pinehurst girls have no filters--or at least thats what we’re known for at school. both she and I will say pretty much anything and everything that comes to mind, oftentimes at every inappropriate time.
whoops.
I sometimes wish I had some deep hidden part of me, some complicated, maybe even dark, secrets that shouldn’t be shared. or maybe just some happiness I withhold for only myself.
something that maybe down the road ten years, when I’m married (gosh, I hope by then), I will finally find the courage to tell him whats been building inside me.
but then I think, I’ve been blessed and am abundantly happy. so why not share that happiness?
and I guess a large part of it is that I just like to talk and be heard---not because I think what I have to say is more important, but more a lack of lip-control.
so unfortunately when I’m asked my biggest secret, I’m slightly embarrassed to say--
I.have.none.
and for now, I think I’m okay with that.
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