to all of you whom I love:

...all the time. please know I am thinking about you. though some of us are hundreds of miles apart, don't ever think that days go by without me thinking of you. everyday, I wake up and am just as thankful for you as the day before. everyday, there are constant reminders of the joy you bring to my life. everyday, I miss you. but everyday is closer to the day when we will see each other again. I am sorry I am so bad about returning phone calls and that the few times I do answer, I am too ADD to be alone and talk. please don't love me less. maybe I'm just playing hard to get. is it working? do you want me?